Too much pain
July 24th, 2010
Just when I hoped this couldn’t get any worse, this “trial” round of chemo is kicking my bones. One side effect of the Lapatinib pills is pain to the ever-depleting marrow. Another is soreness on the fingertips. I have it all. I can’t get comfortable. My body is wracked with excruciating pain. I’m weepy.
All I can do right now is dream of abandoning it all and running away to a vitamin treatment clinic in Tijuana.
Take care of your health!!!
Dear Tracie,
Just want you to know I think of you every day and wish I were closer so I could be of some help. You are an amazing person and I know you are doing everything possible to get through this ordeal.
My love to you and all those that are there to support you.
Love,
Marian
Brave Tracie, I know you are doing all you can to endure the pain you are feeling. Hope it helps to know that you are being thought about and prayed for every day by all who know and love you. Keep your focus on those famous words you wrote a few pages back: “I will write my own happy ending.” Fight hard, Tracie!!!!
You can do this Tracie. Keep your eye on the prize – we love you!!!!
My love and healing, comforting light are being sent to you everyday. If you need me just let me know.
You are peffect and so loved.
LEHR
Hang in there Tracie, you’ve done too good to give up now. Remember you are on the down hill side of all of this now. We love you!!!!